Nikki Dicaro

Transcendence Nikki Dicaro

My memoirs, a multi-volume set, begins with long-awaited gender affirmation surgery. The surgery date had finally arrived. This was going to be the culmination of my physical transformation to my authentic self. Was I ready for this irreversible and life-altering change? How was I going to deal with the self-doubt, fear, trepidation and hopefully resultant joy? I had lived over a half century with biological error. The biological engineer was asleep during the gestation period, allowing the female me to be crammed into a male's boy. Why couldn't I live with this for the rest of my life? Why couldn't I make peace with the error. After all, I had survived almost sixty years bearing the yoke of this problem. The events leading up to and immediately following surgery will give you a look into the world that is dictated by my lifelong battle with gender dysphoria and how the surgery impacted me.